God today, just...just God

Today was one of those days that was just bound and determined to be a complete ass. I mean, it's fine. Everyone has cranky times. But when it's your entire day it tends to get a bit ridiculous.

Had wicked terrible nightmares all night (when I should have been sleeping like a baby, with all the good vibes from the election going around). I have NO idea where those came from, I haven't had wake-up-terrified nightmares in a long, long time. Except for when we watched the 1950s version of House on Haunted Hill, but these were even worse than that.

The morning was okay, even though Bonnie was being a furry jerk, but that's how she is most mornings. She's excitable. She can't help it doesn't care what other dogs think is crazy.

Then I got to work...and just. Ugh.


OKAY SERIOUSLY THIS IS A SERIOUS RANT HERE BUT I AM WATCHING LAW AND ORDER: SVU AND DETECTIVE MUNCH IS JUST RIDICULOUSLY CUTE WHEN HE'S TALKING TO LITTLE GIRLS

Basically just...too many people expecting too much without following up themselves and customer service and blah blah blah.

I just...no.

And just generic dealing with photoshop makes me rageface and blah blah blah TODAY WAS TERRIBLE BUT NOW IT'S OVER.

Best thing about belonging to a gym? I stuffed in my headphones, started my 15 minute run, and by minute 7 I was feeling calmer, by minute 9 I was actually getting into the music, and by music 15 I was recharged and had run out my rage.

I started my weight routine from Monday, but I had to skip the bench press, incline pull ups and lat pull downs because after doing my squats, I was having a very painful pinch in my right shoulder. Stretching didn't help (and I think even made my left shoulder start to hurt), and because I'm always telling people not to overdo it especially when pain starts to become involved, I decided to cut myself a break on this one, and just come back extra hard on Friday. At that point, I was soothed from my awful awful day. And those last little bits of anger left are now swirling at the bottom of a wine glass.

Okay so this blog post is significantly less about working out and health and more about bitching, but that's how it rolled today. And honestly, this isn't the first time that a shitty day has been left at the office because I stopped at the gym in between; if this was my only reason to keep up a gym membership, it would be MORE than enough.

OKAY OVER AND OUT